ABOUT ME
I’m Maggie. I’m a 40 something, single woman, living on my own for the first time. I have worked in the childcare industry for 20 years and currently am the Director of a childcare center. You will read about my staff and my job in my postings because my job has saved me more times in the past 20 years than anything else.
I have been married and divorced and recently ended a long relationship where I was betrayed by the person I cared for the most. 2025 has been a roller coaster of a year and has led me to the deepest sadness and richest fullness of joy have I ever experienced.
Writing is something I have always loved. It is the best way for me to process my thoughts and feelings. I started actively writing right after my heart was broken and my whole world switched up. It was just a long running Google Doc of writing. Some sensical and some not so much. Once my Google Doc had over 40 pages of content of me writing throughout this year, I decided that instead of just sending my writings to my staff each week, I should try to post them in case they could help anyone else going through a transition in their lives.
In my posts, I hope that you read my heart. I hope that you read sincerity. I will protect the names of those I talk about if I am talking about something hurtful. This blog is not intended to demonize anyone I write about. This blog is simply to help others who may be dealing with the same kind of hurt, transition, and/or faith journey that I have been on. Because what I know is that while my situation took me by surprise and shook up my whole world, it is not a unique story, and even though I did not cause the catalyst to my broken heart, it is my responsibility to heal from it. And healing is a messy process.
This blog may have begun when I was 40, but the story began long before that.
It may feel like my life started over at 40 but the truth is, I have to go back many times, to different times in my life in order to move forward. This time in my life is full of firsts and full of the same old, same old but with a new perspective and new healing attached. Maybe you find yourself in a similar place in life where everything feels new but many things are the same. Maybe YOU are just different and you have to get to know you again in this season. I hope you find some truth here, some nugget you can take with you as you grow into a new version of yourself. This is an evolving blog and you won’t find any neat and tidy end here, this is about the journey.